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Unrequited

by Beldame

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1.
Haunted 04:24
Standing in these ruins that we left I thought our love could last beyond death How can I mourn while you still draw breath? I’ll drink from the waters of the Lethe Your fingers tangled in my hair Reach out to touch you but find only air Like missing a step as I climb the stairs How could you scorn a gift so rare This house I haunt was never home Expect me to draw blood from stone I’ve had enough you’re on your own Now burn me down to ash and bone Obsession’s just a phase of grief You kept me drowning in your sea A shipwreck shattered on a reef If I could I’d drag you down with me Accepting love without emotion Feeling my heart break in slow motion Bury my grief in the depths of the ocean Epitaph in memory of false devotion This house I haunt was never home Expect me to draw blood from stone I’ve had enough you’re on your own Now burn me down to ash and bone You loved me You loved me You left me From ashes to ashes I’m fading It can’t be, so help me So help me This house I haunt was never home Expect me to draw blood from stone I’ve had enough you’re on your own Now burn me down to ash and bone The earth is scorched You’ve done your worst We can’t go back This place is cursed
2.
Hers 06:04
Skin like marble, colder still A word will bend you to her will Look in her eyes, there you'll see She’s only made of memory Incestuous ancestral curse Water nor wine will slake her thirst Table set, a hideous feast But you know we all have to eat The night is dark, the night is long She’ll hunt you down, make you her own Now lay back, let your body die And drink deeply, shut your eyes Say you’ll be hers and hers alone Laid on her bed of broken bones This chamber will become your tomb Nightmares spilling from her womb Hypnotized, mesmerized Velvet slipping up your thighs Frantic lust and agony Sound the same in drawn-out screams The night is dark, the night is long She’ll hunt you down, make you her own Now lay back, let your body die And drink deeply, shut your eyes No reticence, you gave consent It's time to face the consequence Past your last breath you linger on You'll never see another dawn The night is dark, the night is long She’ll hunt you down, make you her own Now lay back, let your body die And drink deeply, shut your eyes
3.
(Un)holiness 04:07
Stitches descending like rosary beads All these proverbs and prayers kept me down on my knees No power on earth can undo what’s been done But I can’t seem to keep your name off of my tongue To these ears from your lips With my eyes on your hips With each caress, I confess My faith was starting to slip Pray, guide my hand To feel your heart beat again Body and blood know What I’ve tried so hard to Forgetting, not letting Your echoes live under my skin Can’t give in, can’t give in, can’t give in Please forgive me, I feel so unholy An offering I am still trying to deserve Your shroud wrapped and bound clings to every curve And I know what I’ve done and what I have become But there’s no turning back, nowhere left to run Said our love was a sin But we can’t let them win Though death prevails, rend the veil Your name an invocation Sorrow, sing through me Bring you back to me Body and blood know What I’ve tried so hard to Forgetting, not letting Your echoes live under my skin Let you in, let you in, let you in Please forgive me, I feel so unholy You know there’s no limit To what I won’t do for you Anything, I would move Heaven and earth for you Piety blinded our eyes But now I can see Destiny lies in this exquisite blasphemy
4.
Fable 03:19
5.
Hold On 04:16
Woke up today, the sun hadn’t risen I dreamt last night that we’d seen our last dawn Was it a nightmare or some strange vision? We fought so hard but now everything’s gone All hope abandoned, how can we go on Singing songs about love while the earth slowly crumbles Sing songs of joy while the sky falls in flames We won’t be remembered, our bones lie unburied But I’ll love you though only shadows remain Please take my hand, lay me down by the river Help me forget all we’ve built now lies dead Bodies entwined, tremble and shiver Please make me feel something other than dread The past is unwritten, our sins all forgiven Misery and fear have not made their mark The vows left unbroken, the lies all unspoken But I hear your voice calling out from the dark Sing me songs about love while the earth slowly crumbles Sing songs of joy while the sky falls in flames We won’t be remembered, our bones lie unburied But I’ll love you though only shadows remain Hold on, hold on, Hold on please don’t slip away Hold on, just hold me steady And I’ll sing with you Though this dark should be day Songs about love while the earth slowly crumbles Sing songs of joy while the sky falls in flames We won’t be remembered, our bones lie unburied But I’ll love you though only shadows remain Follow me down, down to the river Tell me everything’s fine Tell me, just look away Dead heavens can’t help us We won’t be delivered If no one is left then there’s no one to blame
6.
Rise / Fall 03:35
7.
Two Lovers 04:02
I saw two lovers last night Down where the ships put sea One was the image of you The other looked so like me I saw two lovers last night While the sea music played Music that told of farewell But I was not afraid Still, I can’t erase the memory Of their kiss and last goodbye The ship on the far horizon That last long haunting cry So tell me now, my love These two that said goodbye Say it just couldn’t be No it never could be the ghosts of you and I

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released January 8, 2021

Song, Lyrics & Strings by Lulu Black
Produced by Michael Hart

Mixed by Jonathan Jetter (Right Angle Recording)
Mastered by Brian Lucey (Magic Garden Mastering)

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